Hi folks,
I was undecided until, well, this afternoon on what kind of post to make for New Year’s Eve. Should I do a retrospective for 2025? Should I predict weird stuff for 2026? Should I just shamelessly promote myself, or talk about my dog dying, or brag about us going to Iceland?
Hmmm . . . why not all of the above?
Here are 25 thoughts, in no particular order, about the past year as well as the year to come. I wrote this in a rush, so . . . hopefully it all makes sense!
(#1) 2025 was . . . sad. This year we lost JoAnna’s Great Aunt Margaret (who for me had become a surrogate West Coast aunt) and our miniature poodle, Eddie. We had Eddie for over 13 years, which is close to a third of my life, so to say we miss him is an understatement. However, sometimes I will feel him in the room with us, hanging out and watching our front yard for predators and mail carriers, only this time he can fly so watch out.
(#2) 2025 was . . . adventurous. This past summer we spent two weeks touring Iceland, another week in Newfoundland, and several days in Denmark. We also took a Spring Break trip to London and Paris using some of our accumulated AmEx points, and in May we visited Denali National Park in Alaska. In terms of solo travel, I went to E11 in Utah for the second time. Although a severe dust storm forced us to flee leave earlier than we wanted, the experience solidified my desire to make it an annual tradition. By the end of the summer we were a bit traveled out, though, so for the last few months we’ve been enjoying some extended time at home.
(#3) 2025 was . . . professionally discouraging. This past year sounded the death knoll for the HUX MA Program. Although I have high hopes for reinventing it at a different institution, it’s been difficult to reconcile myself to its impending closure, especially after all of the work I put into starting it.
(#4) 2025 was about . . . improving myself. On a perhaps related note, I was diagnosed with depression earlier this year. My counseling training has given me the ability to see depression in other people, but I had a hard time realizing that I was suffering from it myself. Medication, exercise, and a series of projects have made things significantly better, but I am going into 2026 with the recognition that neither physical nor mental wellness can be taken for granted.
(#5) 2025 was about . . . improving my surroundings. My depression diagnosis was a surprise, but my ADHD diagnosis last year was not. Still, though, this past year has forced me to revisit those things that help me—as well as those things that do not help me—cope with it. One of the nice things about this process was realizing that a lot of my academic shortcomings during my childhood were a direct result of my ADHD, as well as understanding the role that hyperfocus plays in my day to day life. But there are many things that I can still improve upon, and so this last year has been an exercise in searching for and implementing new tools to help me better organize (and live) my life. This is a work in progress, obviously, but when I look back on this year I see a lot of progress in my work.
(#6) 2025 was about . . . my daughter. As it turns out, Clementine has ADHD, too. So in addition to figuring out how to better navigate my own path, I am also relearning how to help my kid navigate hers. While this has not been the easiest journey for our family, I do not doubt its outcome. Our love will see us through.
(#7) 2025 was about . . . longevity. JoAnna and I celebrated our ten year anniversary last March. Time flies when you’re having fun!
(#8) 2026 will be . . . a change year. Stay tuned . . . hopefully the changes will be (mostly) good.
(#9) Things I am looking forward to in 2026: Finishing and traveling around in the pop-up camper. Going on a Nile River cruise with my mom in March. Visiting my 50th state (North Dakota) in April. Watching Season 5 of For All Mankind. Taking a long summer road trip (possibly cross-country) and spending a week or two in Saint Louis. Starting work on our upstairs renovation. Going on the job market.
All sorts of things.
(#10) Things I am NOT looking forward to in 2026: Relentless political ads and an endless barrage of text messages asking for money. Economic and political uncertainty. Forcing my kid to learn her multiplication tables. A hotter and longer summer. Having to wait until at least 2027 for Season 2 of Pluribus. Going on the job market.
Stuff like that.
(#11) My “Capital R” New Year’s Resolution for 2026: To read one fun book each week. I’m sure I am not alone in saying that Academia has mostly killed my desire to read for fun. After all, when reading is work, and when work is reading, then reading for pleasure tends to take a backseat to less intellectually stimulating activities. However, as I begin writing again, I also want to begin embracing writing as a craft again, as opposed to something that checks off a professional box. But writing from a place of enjoyment requires being able to also read from a place of enjoyment. So, throughout the coming year, I want to read 52 “fun” books that have absolutely nothing to do with work. I don’t think I have ever challenged myself to do something like this before, at least since Summer Reading when I was a kid.
While I already have a sizeable backlog of books that I’m planning on reading, if there is a book that you think absolutely needs to be on my list, then please let me know. BUT: you can only recommend ONE book, so be sure that you can vouch 100% for whatever you decide to suggest . . . 🙂
(#12) My “I need to have at least one good health habit resolution” resolution: To start going to the gym at least three times a week AND/OR get back into jogging. I have already had both of these habits at one point or another, but over the past few years I have let professional concerns (and, well, some lethargic depression) disrupt them. The easiest way to do the former is to hit the gym after I drop Clementine off at school, so I plan to resume this habit next week when she returns. However, our neighborhood park has a new concrete walkway that weaves around its outer perimeter, and I am excited to find out how many laps I would need to do on it to train for a 5k.
(#13) Random thoughts about the past (and the future): I miss the old AM Coast to Coast show with Art Bell. When I was a teenager, I would stay up several hours past midnight on New Years in order to listen to people calling up the show with strange predictions about the future. Does anyone out there still do this? There’s a strange, perhaps even harrowing, intimacy to listening to cranks, truckers, and insomniacs call late-night talk shows with their own pet theories about life, the universe, and everything else.
(#14) My favorite movie from 2025: Sinners. It’s phenomenal on so many levels . . . definitely worth watching.
(#15) My favorite movie from 2025 (runner-up): Rental Family
(#16) My favorite movie that I won’t admit to most people is my favorite movie of 2025, but it may very well actually be my favorite movie of the year: The Naked Gun.
(#17) A Brief Story about the Most Inaccurate History Book of all Time: When I was a teenager, my mom worked at the Booksource in Saint Louis. As a book wholesaler, she had access to thousands of unsold books whose front covers were stripped in order to facilitate their return to the publisher. I got all sorts of “free” books this way.
One of those stripped books was Prophecies for the End of Time, by Shawn Robbins. When I was a kid I was really into books about Nostradamus and other weird stuff (like listening to Art Bell at 2 in the morning on New Year’s), so my mom correctly assumed that I would be interested in it. I remember reading this book, which the author alleged at one point would be the “Bible of the Future,” with rapt attention. For instance, Robbins claimed in 2001 that Puerto Rico would become a state and that surgeons would use pig hearts for the first time to save human lives.
That’s it. Nothing else. She made no other predictions for 2001.
Anyway, at that time I thought it was pretty cool, but in 1999 I went off to college and subsequently forgot about it while I was immersed in reading actual history at Southeast Missouri State University.
Well, I’ve nevertheless wondered about the book a few times in the intervening years, and earlier this year I decided that I would try to find it. And my friends, once I did . . . it did not disappoint.
Here’s a scanned image of the author’s predictions for 2024 and 2025. I’ll leave it up to you to decide whether you should take its predictions for 2028 and 2030 on the following page seriously:

One other thing I’ll add: the original book apparently contained a yellow envelope so that readers could send $20 to the author for a personal astrology reading. The copy I bought on eBay did not include it, so hopefully the original buyer threw it in the trash.
(#18) A Brief Lesson Learned (and One that I Clearly Ignored) from the Most Inaccurate History Book of all Time: I received my reader reports for Grandpa’s Letters last year, but I could . . . not . . . muster . . . the wherewithal . . . to finish the necessary edits.
One of my more typical ADHD proclivities is to try to avoid work that I believe will be less than perfect in execution. Books are solidly in that category, and I would not have submitted Never Caught Twice to my editor had it not been at my dissertation advisor’s urging. This time, though, the credit belongs to my wife—and to a certain book of prophecies from the 90s. After all, mistakes and inaccuracies are inevitable in any history book . . . it’s par for the course. When you’re dealing with thousands of facts and documents, it’s virtually impossible to error check them all. That being said, though, there is no way that Grandpa’s Letters will be even remotely as inaccurate as this book of prophecies, which still somehow saw the light of day from the inside of a bookstore. It’s a small comfort, but it was enough for me to hit “Send” on my email to my editor with my revisions attached.
Anyway . . . without further ado, here are my own predictions for 2026. Hopefully I won’t look quite as stupid a year from now.
(#19) Prediction #1: The Democrats will win the House and the Senate in November. Most pundits are predicting this. Historical midterm data suggests that a “Blue Wave” is all but preordained. However, the margin of victory is less certain, and to that end I think the Dems will win closer to 30 than 3 seats.
That being said, surprises do happen, so it’s more important than ever that we all show up and vote this coming November.
(#20) Prediction #2: At least one California State University (CSU) campus will announce plans for closure. It makes me sad to write this, but the CSU system is not in good shape right now. As some of my colleagues have told me privately, “It is going to get worse before it gets better.”
(#21) Prediction #3: Scientists will find a cure for Alzheimer’s. Perhaps this one is more wishful thinking (and speedy FDA approvals) than anything, but recent studies seem to suggest that a cure might be on the horizon for one of humanity’s most confounding, and bleak, diseases.
(#22) Prediction #4: The Cleveland Browns will make the NFL playoffs this year. Just a gut feeling . . . I really like Shadeur Sanders and his progression over the past few weeks. Giving Sanders an offseason training regimen with first team reps plus a draft-augmented Offensive Line will do wonders for this team. But then again, these are the Browns . . . no one will be less surprised about me being wrong than I.
(#23) Big things are coming in 2026! (Self-Promotion #1): I’ll conclude this list of 25 “2025 thoughts” (and hurry up with writing this so that I can join my family for the midnight countdown) with a reminder to stay tuned for updates about Grandpa’s Letters! It’s probably a little late to get it released in 2026, but I hope it will land on bookshelves sometime during the first half of 2027. Fingers crossed!
(#24) Big things are coming in 2026! (Self-Promotion #2): I finally have a project in mind for my Grandmother’s Letters . . they will be coming soon to a brand-new Substack account! I hope to launch it this spring. Stay tuned . . .
(#25) Big things are coming in 2026! (Self-Promotion #3): Last but not least, my writing goals for 2025 include sitting down and finally churning out a script for Earthshaking, which is the story of Iben Browning’s infamous 1990 earthquake prediction in Missouri. But don’t be surprised if it ends up being a podcast instead of a documentary . . . time will tell.
OK . . . finishing just under the wire here . . . thanks as always for reading, and of course, have a Happy Ney New Year!

















